On the presidental race? Really? No, not really... (like the Doritos commercial...) But I know how I feel on the baby front of whether I want more kids or not. I know we are not in a financial position to have more - money, our house size, our car size... so I should feel grateful to have the two I do, especially being that there was a time that we weren't sure if we were going to be able to have kids. But I really think I want another one.
I think with my friends Michelle and Emily being preggo again, my cousin Andrea is pregnant again and another woman I know as well as so many friends recently giving birth or about to (LABOR VIBES to you Susan!) - I have caught baby fever.
I was on a play date yesterday w/ 2 friends I have that have kids the same age as Sam and Kit. They both were so certain that they are done. They said that they did not like their pregnancies and they both felt overwhelmed with 2 little ones. Maybe I am a weirdo, but I LOVED being pregnant - even when I was sick and even when I looked like a beached whale. There was something about carrying my child inside of me that far outweighed any physical hardship. And granted there are times that I am very, very busy and I can't wait to get the kiddos in bed, but most of the time I am really loving being home with my kids. I know a 3rd would make things busier, but so what?
I haven't told Ben how I feel yet. I think he is pretty happy with 2, but he was happy when we just had 1. He is soooo in love with our kids like I am. Fatherhood truly suits him. And he knows we are not using any birth control. He has also made references as we have put some of baby Kit's stuff away that we will save it for next time. So I am wondering if secretly he thinks there will be a next time. But he may also think it is a non issue being that it was so hard to conceive Sam and that I had to plan out and work him (poor baby - sooooo much sex...) to get preggo w/ Kit.
Maybe I am just hormonal cause I have been feeling O pains again and today I had some EWCM. Who can say?




