By all the ugliness I have seen on one of my boards that I post to.  It REALLY saddens me.  I actually had nightmares about it and was so sickened by it that I did not want to blog for a few days.  I tried to make a PC post attempting to clams things - but who knows?  I think I may have pissed off some people.

So I decided to take a step back and not look at the ugliness.  I have just been looking at the nicer posts and posts from people who are geniunely upset.  Poor Nicole - we all forgot to wish Jayden a Happy 1st bday.  I didn't know it was her bday - but usually there is a post.  With all the fighting, everyone forgot and I know Nicole was hurt.  Then I have another friend on the board who I know is REALLY nervous about her u/s on Monday (no name mentioned cause I do not want to be telling personal info that I shouldn't be...), so I have been thinking good thoughts for her and her little bean.  I know Megan's feeling well really hurt... but I don't believe that Margie would say something pruposely cruel like that.  But sometimes what is said (written) and what is heard are two different things.  I remember an expression that I used to use when I was a restaurant manager with my staff.  Truth and perception seldom are the same thing.  And then I even emailed Kyra and told her that when I wrote shit to the troll on her poetry blog that was sincere - but I think she thinks I am an asshole.   And poor Tiffani - I have walked in her shoes. 

I did get a really nice email from Suzanne and that was cool.  It is very funny cause a year ago, I was so sure that I did not like her.  And I really do!  I llok forward to continuing to get to know each other better.  When I read her blog sometimes it is like  - hey, that's me!  It is funny for the Pitts get together Leanna and Jess had THe Mister and Miss Samantha as a couple to get married in the future.  I approve!  But boy will that be one active house hold... and verbal too... The Mister with his F-ings and Samantha with her Dumbass, lol!

I am also thankful for Carie, who always makes me crack up.  And she is so patient as I IM her about my kids poop.  LOL!  And I am glad that Den Momma is feeling better and going to head up the get together.  I think that it is SOOO worth going.  To meet someone in person is so different than reading some words on a page.  That is why I LOVE many of these women.  I have been lucky enough to meet them and get to know them.

Anyway, I babble once again.  I guess I just like who I like and I hope if anyone has a beef with me that they just say so or ask if they have a question.  And I am going to try NOT to worry and get upset anymore.  To quote Will from BB5, "If Karma is a boomerang...."  I like who I like, I am who I am (and yes Carie, I like spinach...I'm Wendy the sailor mom! *wink*).



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