A woman who has fertility issues, begins to lose her modesty.  Things like CM, CP, the big O and sex become table conversation.  You know more about your fellow TTC-ers bodies than you probably know most of your closest friends.  And then once a woman who gives birth, she losses whatever modesty she has left.  And having an emergency c-sec really is the icing on the cake.  I remember w/ Sam, once they made the call for an emergency c-sec - I swear at least 20 people were in the room with my legs spread and crotch to the world.  I was waiting for the snack man to come in and call out, "Popcorn, peanuts, cold soda...Popcorn, peanuts, cold soda..."  So I apologize if my previous entries are a little graphic, lol!  *Wink Mel*

With that said, be forewarned that you will be reading my every psychosamtic thought the next week or so, lol!

Right now I am at a loss as far as what I think.  Yesterday was a very HIGH energy day.  The only thing I had was super bad head aches.  But today I am back to nauseas and tired.  I am wondering if I am not nauseas from the O itself.  My cervix is now high again but definately post O.  I tried taking my temp this morning, but it was so low that I should be dead, so I am thinking the thermometer is on it's way out.  Besides, I went to bed at 2 by the time we finsihed moving the toys to the playroom and cleaned everything.  Then Sam woke up at 4:30 not feeling well and Baby Kit got up at 5:00. so it's not like I got a stellar sleep. 

I just hope I can get the kids to nap together so I can take a nap too.  Otherwise, I am going to be crap tonight at work.
Ok onto unrelated thoughts...

With all the Scott Peterson death penalty verdict, I have been reading a lot about people's thoughts about the death penatly.  I was just curious about something...  It seems like a lot of people who are pro choice are anti death penatly.  That confuses me.  I would think that if you were pro choice about about a woman's right to chose about her pregnancy and the potential life of an inncent baby, then there would be no problem terminating the life of a convicted bad, bad felon. 

I personally am pro-choice even though I don't think I could have an abortion (but I thank God that I have never been in that situatiion and in no way judge others...).  I think it is really important to have women be able to choose.  I just don't think that abortions should be allowed once the baby is viable on it's own - 24 weeks.  But I am also for the death penatly.  I say kill the bastards, only do it quickly so my tax money isn't being wasted in appeals and feeding their sorry butts in jail.  It's not that I believe in murder or am a cruel person.  I think life is a gift and that when someone does something so horrible that it calls for the death penatly, then they should die.  I don't believe that repeat offenders get rehiblitated and I think it is a tragedy for people who suffer because some psychos are released and let back out.

It drives me nuts when everyone goes on and on about the rights of the dead man walking.  What about the rights of the people they murder or the people they have wronged?  That is where my heart tends to be.

But this post is not meant to judge, crucify, or point fingers...  I am just truly curious because many peope seem on both sides like they are the antithesis of each other, when to me, they seem the same.