I have started haveing REALLY bad cramps and the blood flow has come on VERY heavy.  For what every reason, this was not meant to stick or be.  I am rather detached right now.  But I also don't want to think about it too much cause I know I will get very upset.  So with that said,  I am going to spend the day giving my kiddos extra love and affection.  I probably will not be around much today.

Thank you all for being there for me and rooting for me.  I value you all very much.  Merry Christmas.