So it's true, I've been a bad, bad blogger lately. *smack hands*
I must admit that I do like the Flylady and she has helped me find my MOJO. My house looks GREAT! And most of the clutter is gone! Even Ben now is looking for hot spots and trying to keep my sink clean. He even made the bed the other morning when he was the last one to get out! *falling down in shock*. I love my DH dearly, but he can be a complete slob, lol. So making the bed was a BIIIIIIG deal.
The one thing I can't do is keep my shoes on. I must confess, when I get in the house, I can't wait to peel the clothes off and get in my night gown or nothing at all. Clothes get on my nerves. So in public, I do the right thing and where them - but while the kiddos are still little and in the privacy on my own home - screw the clothes! I know a lot of people feel strange in the buff, but I have no problem with nudity. Fat and all, I am very comfortable with myself and so is Ben. I would have made a good renaissance woman - chubby - naked - and artsy fartsy! Oh well, a year or 2 too late and a dollar or 2 short, lol!
On to the weaning of the crazy meds... I am down to 2.5 mg a day, which is .25 of my pill. I do get some weirdo things sometimes like hearing something for a sec when nothing is making noise. Freaked me out. Reminded me of tripping from yesterdays of yonder. Well when I was talking to my friiend Jen who I work with, she said she had the same thing happen to her when she forgot her crazy meds for a few days. We were both like OMG - I thought I was CRAZY!!!!!! And started laughing. I mean if you told most people that you briefly heard something that wasn't there, they'd think ya were maybe on the dark side of the moon. Y'know?
Onward to the family... Sam is getting ready for the even more terrible threes... She has started full blown temper tantrums. Well that has been nipped in the bud and Sam has met the go to your room and sit on your bed until you can be nice again. Well who knew, but it is working! I have come to the conclusion that Sam is always going to test the limits to see how far she can go. I think she was getting a little...um... difficult... cause she actually needed me to just put my foot down. So now that the foot has come down... she is so pleasant again!
Then there is baby Kit who is so pleasant but the king of getting into things he shouldn't. I was told that little boys are like that but OMG the things he gets into. Lets see.... he tries to climb in the dryer, the oven, the dishwasher - now all of which are locked. He climbs up chairs and jumops, he climbs up chairs to sit on the kitchen table and he does all this in the blink of an eye. And then you say no to him and he flashes that baby doll smile. *heart melts*
Ben is nervous about his company's merger. His bosses boss is offically staying and willb e deciding who stays and who goes. He used to be my boss when I was a rep there. He likes both of us a lot. His name is Chris and he always jokes that we named Baby kit for him, lol! Ben also has a GREAT sales record and everyone likes him. So I think he is pretty safe, but I understand why he is nervuos,
Before Ben told me what was on his mind, he was being a bit (A LOT) of a jerk. He made me SOOOOOOOOO mad on Monday that I told him that I wanted to break all my dishes over his head, but since I can;t do that - I was going to curse A LOT. He hates when I get mad and curse. Later when the devil inside me was gone, I told him that he needed to talk to me. I can deal if something is botehring him but I can't take him just being a jack ass.
That is when he told me what he was thinking and life went back to normal. Why is it so hard for men to say what is on their minds?
That's all for now....
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Thursday, February 10
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