So today I told Ben and he was grea t with it - but I think he was great with it cause he doesn't really believe it.  His words were something like that I have a million to one chance of conceiving naturally and maintaing with out drugs, so I shouldn't get my heart set.  But if by some miracle I did, then he is thrillled.  He meant this to be supportive but - ouch.  Of couse I told him on the 2 hour drive to the accountant.

So last night was nice.  Ben and I went out with some of his coworkers for snacks and drinks.  One of them was leaving (all I had was a soda).  Then Ben surprised me with a dozen red roses and chocolate covered strawberries.