Ben brought up the subject last night, not me.  I do not hound him about it.  But it is something we have been discussing especially in light of what happened.

I do find it it interesting the mix of responses tho.  And as always, I appreciate the different point of view.

Also, Ben read last night's entry.  He asked if he could.  I wouldn never write something about him that I'd not say to his face.  Just sometimes it is easier to get the thoughts out there with the written word.


I also know that he would never purposely hurt me - but logic and the heart do not always see eye to eye.  When my feeling are hurt, I am writing from emotion.

I appreciate my husband and I love him very much, but that does not mean that he can't make me angry from time to time and/or hurt my feelings.  Like any healthy marriage we are going to have differences in opinions.  It just happens that this particular issue is an importnat one.  So it involves moe because there is more at stake.  It's like everything else in life - pick and choose you battles.  This is one worth pursuing.

At the end of the day, I am a very lucky woman with a wondeful husband and two amazing kiddos.  I know that and I thank God for that every day.  But it's true, I am a little selfish and I want just a little more (about 7 lbs 10 oz...).

Have a good one, I am off to get ready to make some money!