And I love  Ben.  He and I had a heart to heart the other night about how we shouldn't let the pressure of everyday make us forget or back bunrer the affection that we used to show each other so much and so often.  (It gets easy to get caught up in the chaos of day to day...)  We really connceted and we still really do love each other.  Just not as a married couple or as parents or as grown ups but just as a man and a woman.  It's not that I really doubted it, but boy is it nice to tell each other and to hear it from time to time.  And guess what, the affection has been just so free flowing...from both of us.

I am a very blessed person.