Once again the snot cooties have infected my sinuses. The kiddos as well, but I can at least give them decongestant. I am still nursing the boy 1x a day, so I won't take any. Altho last night was soooooo bad that I woke up in the middle of the night and tool Benadryl. Now this morning I feel like medicine head. YUCK.
I worked an extra night this week (last night) and I kept getting late night stragglers. So I didn't get home until 11:30 PM. That sucked too. I mean the money was great ($144.00) for 6 hours work, but I really wanted to be asleep by then.So today I am tired, sick and stupid, lol.The kiddos are great - making me laugh every day. Yesterday morning the kids were rammy so we hopped in the minivan and went for a ride in the country side. We saw different animals, cow, pigs, and sheep. And we went by a river. Well Sam started pretend playing that the pigs were in the river and they needed help. Then the cows, then the sheep. We could talk about how we could help them. We used our backpack and our map and then we had to find the horses and the invisible unicorns to help. They knew how to get the animals out of the river. Well we found them and they did. So when we got home, I got the kids out of the van and we started singing the Dora WE DID IT song. It was really funny!
My other funny story today is that both Sam and Kit are into the toy shopping carts. So when I had to go to the market for a few things, we brought their carts too and we all pushed carts. I then put stuff in each of our carts and we all paid our own tabs at the check out. Boy did they look cute!!!!
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Saturday, April 30
Sick Sick Sick... blech.....
by
welee
on Sat 30 Apr 2005 09:04 AM PDT
Monday, April 25
Random thoughts....
by
welee
on Mon 25 Apr 2005 09:03 AM PDT
1. WE BOUGHT A MINI VAN TODAY!!!!! (Yes, Jen, I know we are opposites today, but hey - that is ok!) It is a Chrysler Grand Voyager. It is a 2000 but in GREAT condition and I LOVE it! Ben will get my SUV for work and the Pimp-mobile will be sold. I will post pics of the Pimp-mobile tomorrow and the new minivan WOO HOO! And we got a GREAT 36,000 mile/3 year warranty that covers just about EVERYTHING!
2. Wondering how preggo Chelle is doing. Looking forward to little one arriving.3. Welcome lurkers and thanks for those of you who signed in. Rennie, it's great to have you here. Both Amys, great to chat with you again. Wendi, Suzanne, Momma, Tammy, Kristin, Jen and Ari - you're hardly lurkers and I LOVE ya!4. Thru checking IPs, which is done purely out ot nosiness on my part, I have discoverd not only do I come #1 for Girls boobing girls, I also come up between #1 and #3 for Rotavirius, Rotavirus and Bath, and Green Poop. Gee, I am feeling all special. Maybe my blog isn't as interesting as I thought... I must talk about shit and boobs A LOT, LOL!5. Mr./Ms. Melbourne Australia, I am pretty sure that I am book marked, cause there are no links to my page. Ya know what, as long as you are not my dumb ass sister in law, who lives in Australia, I don't give a crap. Read away! But don't harass my friends. And if you are my SIL, PISS OFF!6. I have decided to forgive Ben. It's too hard being pissed at my best friend, but I still plan on giving him shit over it for quite awhile and yes, his ass is up with the kids this week! HA HA!7. I've had a few interesting dreams... none as interesting as Margie's but intersting non the less. I will share them in a week or so....8. Good luck and sanity wishes to Jedi Mel for weaning off the crazy meds. It is a BITCH!9. Stupid TIVO did NOT tape DH last night cause they had to go ahead and add the special shit in the name and TIVO did not recognize it. MAN! So is Zach Dana or what?10. New Veronica Mars this week. Love that show. Logan in HOT! Ok folks, I am off! Sunday, April 24
LURKERS!!!!
by
welee
on Sun 24 Apr 2005 09:02 AM PDT
Hey folks, I've noticed I get a lot of traffic from unknown and unusual places. That's cool. I mean I am putting my life out there and someone is reading it! So please leave me a comment and tell me where ya are from - especially if ya are from another country!
Girls boobing girls....
by
welee
on Sun 24 Apr 2005 08:58 AM PDT
Yep, I had two differenet people find my blog when doing a search on Google for Girls Boobing Girls. In fact, my blog was the first thing that came up! LMAOPIMP. One guy was from Spain and the other from Germany. I guess the horny fellas were sorely dissappointed when they pulled up my blog!
(I have an ISP tracker thing and from that I can pull what pages got them to my blog...) So there you go, I am #1 for Girls Boobing Girls! WOO HOO!!!!!
Update on the prick...
by
welee
on Sun 24 Apr 2005 08:56 AM PDT
By the time Ben got home last night, I was tucked up in bed watching a movie and Sam was asleep next to me. I turned off every light, locked the door and shut every baby gate. I hope he tripped...
So he came upstairs and said he brought me a present. I said I was not interested and that he needed to go away cause Sam was sleeping. So after the movie, I went to sleep too. At some point Ben moved Sam to her bed and came to bed. Every time he tried to cuddle me, I told him to leave me alone. He said he was sorry. I told him to leave me alone. This morning he got up with the kiddos even tho it was my turn. Sam got up first and Baby Kit slept late. I came down when Baby Kit woke. Afer we got the kids settled, we went in the kitchen to talk. He said he was REALLY sorry and to prove it, he was going to get up every morning for a week with the kids. We usually take turns. He said this was to prove it cause I said words were cheap and actions speak louder than words. He said this was an action to show me. So, I got the apology, but you know what? I am still hurt and I have not forgiven him. I told him that it makes me wonder what else he says and does behind my back. And that hurts so deep because I have always had siuch a blind and loving faith in him. It's not divorce court here, but it is going to take me some tiime to get past this. I just feel SOOOOO betrayed. Friday, April 22
My husband is a prick...
by
welee
on Fri 22 Apr 2005 08:55 AM PDT
So I am talking with Ben the Prick while I am going thru my cingular phone bill, whom he happens to work for, and I noticed that they charged me something stupid like 10 cents on something they haven't had. So I mentioned it in passing cause they have charged me little amounts that they should not have before.
He said jokingly that he had 10 cents on the register and he'd bring it home for me if that would make me happy. I said, uh no but that if Cingular did that to a million customers that it would add up. He said again still joking that he'd bring home the dime. I told him that it was not necessary and that calling customer service was not worth my time for 10 cents, lol. So he hung up, but I didn't cause I was on my hands free and I was busy with the kids. Well he did not know I was there and it couldn't of been more than a minuted before I hear him start making fun of me cause they overcharged me a dime and how I was making such a big deal about it. Then I hear laughter from him and his coworkers. He then goes on to flat out lie and said that I was going on and on about it being a conspiracy and blah, blah, blah. I then hung up and called him. I said that if he was going to talk smack about me to his coworkers then he really should be smart enough to make sure that I was not on the phone. Well then he was all full of Oh I am sorry, I was just joking, I didn't mean it, it was just Daphene and she knows you...blah, blah, blah. Like any of that makes a difference???!!!! He was making jokes at my expense. That is just wrong. And I do KNOW his coworkers. Some of them I trained before I left the company! So what he thought it was funny to make me look like a dumb ass??? I just think that there is something really wrong about this. I would NEVER make shit up about him and make fun of him behind his back like that to coworkers. I am just so totally disgusted right now. I feel like I have been betrayed - like it is a breech of trust. He's supposed to be my best friend, right???? I am so freaking angry and hurt, I just do not know what to do.
Scared Shitless today....
by
welee
on Fri 22 Apr 2005 08:55 AM PDT
So today we went to my friends house for a playdate. She has a daughter, R, who is Sam's age and another daughter, S, who is a few months younger than Kit. So R and Sam get along great and play. Well today we were planning on going outside, so I put sunscreen on Sam and R first and then on Baby Kit. My friend had let the girls in the garage and opened the garage door (didn't tell me that). Well when I thought it was a little too quiet, I went to check on the girls and they were GONE. My freaking heart sank and I felt PANIC flood thru my veins.
I called to friend and she said calmly, "Oh they probably went on the side deck." (Their house is very high. There is an enclosed side deck. But behind the house is a fairly large creek that is cerainly deep enough to cause trouble.) So I ran to the side deck and the girls were not there. So I called back, "NO!" All that kept racing thru my mind is that they found a way to the creek and what if they got in the water... "Oh relax and don't worry, they probably went next door," my friend said eerily calm. "R runs over there all the time." Well I didn't give two figs and a cookie what R does when my Sam is not there but MY Sam was gone! So I sternly said to my friend, "This is NOT acceptable. You need to go inside and look for the girls while I go next door and look. NOW!" And I ran next door. As soon as I got there, I saw that the car was not in the driveway, but the door was open. As I went inside I heard two little voices giggling. "SAMANTHA, R, you get here RIGHT now!" I said firmer than I think I EVER said anything. I'm not sure what I said next, but I had those girls in a line and marching (literally cause I said march and they took me literally...) back to my friends house. I immediately put Sam in time out and let her have it. My friend did the same with R. After a few minutes, Sam came over to me and for the first time, I got a really sincere apology. "Mama, I am so sorry. I won't go outside anymore with out you. I don't want a mean man to get me." "Do you know how that made Mama feel?" I asked. "Sad," Sam answered. "And how else?" I queried further. "Angry and scared," Sam said. "Do not do that EVER again,: I told her. "I won't and I love you Mama," Sam said as she hugged me. Now my friend's daughter only yelled the whole time she was in time out. And once I let Sam out, my friend let R out but never talked about what she did. All R said was that she wanted to go outside and play. I really like my friend, but it is clear that she lets her kid just run amuck. I mean Sam followed R but it was at her house and I truly think she was following R's lead. Sam NEVER does that at home. And after it happened, I KNOW she was sorry. She actually brought it up several times today. How can my friend just think it is acceptable to let her 3 year old run out unsupervised and just assume that it is ok??????? It just blows my mind. Well at least I know that when the girls get bigger, Sam will not be allowed over with out me! Sunday, April 17
Boobing...
by
welee
on Sun 17 Apr 2005 08:48 AM PDT
The boy is now just boobing when he first wakes up in the morning. And even then not always a lot. *Sigh* *Mixed emotions*
I mean he is getting much less shy and more independant. That is a good thing. And we still have our cuddle time. So that is fine too. But it is sad cause he is now really becoming a toddler and not my sweet, sweet baby. Wow. I am just not ready for this. The time just goes by TOOOOOOO fast. Friday, April 15
Odd but true...
by
welee
on Fri 15 Apr 2005 08:46 AM PDT
This is for Jen and anyone else who gets confused by my typos....
I was not born in the same town as Ben. I was born in the USA. However, when I was about 10, I used to play a game with my cousin, who was visiting from Italy. You know, the games girls play where they fall in love with imaginary princeses and get married and all that. Well anyhoo, when my cousin went back to Italy, we used to write letters to each other and to our characters. We did this for YEARS.Well, I got to get in much detail about the love of my life. I wrote about him for over 5 years. Well this is the man I described. He was a quiet man, a bit aloof, a loner. He drank a little sometimes, he smoked, he dressed in all black. He had a quick wit and a dry sense of humor. He did not trust easily. He was from the UK. His mother was an actress and gone. He lived with his father.He had long dark hair and light eyes. And once he fell in love with me, which was fast and furious, the bond was unbreakable. I could go on for hours about this man I used to write about.... I even used to draw cartoon characters of this man. And guess who it looks like...Now fast forward time... I am in real life. I am 26 and I have NEVER gone out with anyone with long hair. I see Ben and my breath stopped. He was the most beautuful guy that I ever saw. I actually stopped walking and talking and just looked. He did not see me, it was threw a mirror. He had long light hair and light eyes and was all dressed in black (Shortly after we got together he dedcided to dye his hair black. He never told me was was going to, he just did it.)When I met him, it was obvious by his speech, that he was indeed British. Shortly after we started hanging out together, he told me that he does not trust people easily. His father is an artist and gone. He lived with his mom. Ben was very quiet and aloof. And back in the day, he did drink and smoke. And one of the things I fell in love with first about Ben is his wicked dry sense of humor.Ben and I kissed for the first time in August of 1995 and then were married 5 months later. Here we are fast and furious 9.5 years later. So how's that for strange? I knew exactly who I was going to marry YEARS before I met him! Thursday, April 14
Who the fuck I am I?! Who the fuck are you?!
by
welee
on Thu 14 Apr 2005 08:45 AM PDT
(The title is NOT anger, I just thought it sounded funny!)
I guess for the verbal person I am, I tend to talk about lots of things except me. Snaps to Kyra and Momma for the high scores of 70%. I guess I thought that someone would get a really high score, (not that there is anything wrong with a 70%...) esp. cause I sent it to a few friends who have known me since I was a little kid. So here I am....
I used to be a XXX head but a very fucntioning one. Peopel were always SHOCKED to learn that I XXXXXX. Plan to XXXXX again someday too! When the kiddos are grown and out of the house - WATCH OUT! LOL! Yeah, yeah, those are TOMATO plants in my back yard... really!
I fell in love for the first time when I was 15. We were together for 3 years and then I broke his heart. Still are friends to this day. I skipped a grade when I was younger and graduated high school barely 17. Could have skipped my senior year of HS as well but did not want to miss out on the fun. I got a lead in every single play that I ever audtioned for. I had a full Fine Arts Scholarship at a University that my parents did not like, so they made me turn it down and I had to listen cause I was only 17. I gave up men the day before I got together with Ben. I was going to use them and abuse them like I felt they did to us. I love any Cinderella story and I am an etenal romantic. And an optimist. I have saved all love letters that I have received from boyfriends in high sdhool and college and look forward to giving them to Sam someday to read. I also saved a bunch of old diaries and toys too. I had always hoped for daughter to share that stuff with. Ok, now aside from all the factual data... I am a VERY loving and loyal person, but I protect my heart thru a smile and a joke. I am a great listener and will always give advice and help when asked, but I am VERY reluctant to ask for help myself. I ADORE my family. I love being a SAHM. And I still am VERY much in love with my husband. I want more kids, he is unsure, we will see... I am sensitive and gentle, but am strong and independant. I love to write, paint, sing, and spend time outdoors. I think I would have done great if I had been alive in the Rennaissnace. I am not pretentous. Big flashy things do not impress me. I like to know what is below the surface. I think that is why Ben and I tend to have an unusual group of friends. Different can be good. It often is. But sometimes online I feel like I am on the outside looking in and I do not know why. So there you go... an insight into who I am... more than just the facts... So now go study gals! Monday, April 11
BERT IS EVIL...
by
welee
on Mon 11 Apr 2005 07:38 PM PDT
For a GREAT laugh, go here.... IT explains an awful lot about that weirdo Ernie lives with. And Susan, it may even explain about the love of pigeons....
BERT IS EVIL LINK HERE!
Sunday, April 10
THIS IS WRONG!!!!
by
welee
on Sun 10 Apr 2005 07:38 PM PDT
READ THIS!!!!! http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/4425603.stm
I do not mean to offend anyone here, but this is the MOST wacked thing I have EVER read! Pro choice or Pro life - that is another matter for debate. But if a woman chooses to go on BC and her doc gives her the script - who the heck is the pharamcist to deny her! If the pharamcist does not like his/her job, then he/she needs to get another job or join the clergy. This makes me sick. Uh, hello, we are in Amercia... Land of the Free???? Friday, April 8
When it rains it pours...
by
welee
on Fri 08 Apr 2005 07:37 PM PDT
So, to boot, today AF shows up early. I was surprised earlier this month cause I O-ed earlier than usual, so I was all hopeful that maybe my LP was staightening out. I actually missed the freaking O (we had sex but it was purely coincidental...). Well low and behold, ten days after the suspected O, I start to spot today. So of course, I still hope it is late implantation, right? Doubt it. Feels like a good kick in the ass. Every month is the same, a kick in the teeth.
Ben is still on the fence about it, but I just feel like that my miracle of no medication is NEVER going to happen, so I just want to fill that danmed RX of Clomid that has been stuck on the side of my fridge since bloody February. I know he isn't sure yet, but I feel like my time is running out. I just turned 36 and I feel like I am losing what is left of my time to do this one more time. The situation sucks because I understand that it is not fair to make him have another child if her really doesn't want another one, but at the same time, it is not fair to deny me either. I swear, as a wife, I do not ask for a whole lot. (Yes, I know this is a biggie...) And it is so important to me. I just can't seem to find the words to get it thru to him that I KNOW, I KNOW we are meant to have another. I feel the ache all the time. It just makes me want to cry sometimes. Then to boot, a friend of mine just told me yesterday that they are thinking of having a 3rd. She swore up and down she didn't want anymore. But now her DH wants one, so she thinks she might. What really sucks is she is ALWAYS complaining about how her kids drive her nuts and never really had anything good to say about being a parent. Honesty, so why is her DH going to let her have another one and my DH is on the freaking fence? I am a great mom and I love it so. It's not that I don't have my occasional moment, we all do, but for the most part and I am really upbeat and clearly happy with being a SAHM mom. I want to say my life sucks, but that is not true... I have a wonderful DH (even if we are at odds on this) and the two most beautiful kiddos in the world - both of whom I absolutely adore and am soooo proud of. I just paid off all our debt today. I have a nice house. We live modestly, but happily. And I am blessed with some wonderful friends. I am just sad about this one thing. Unfortunatly it is a big thing and I pray that Ben sees my point and I do not have to go thru the rest of my life aching for something I may never have. BTW, new music. As if I am not depressed enough....
GRRRRRRR...
by
welee
on Fri 08 Apr 2005 07:36 PM PDT
So I just get off the phone with my mom. Sh e is upset cause the house is dirty and wanted to vent. Then she has the NERVE to say that she should have come up here so she wouldn't have to look at the mess! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.... Stupid or selfish? I haven't decided....
I was nice, curt, but nice and simply said that when you do home improvements, the house gets dirty, That is just the way it is, so deal with it. (BTW, the kitchen isn't even finished, so why the frig is she cleaning it anyway????? I mean a lite clean up after my dad has finished sure, but a super clean... why bother??? He still has flooring to finish...) She didn't stay on the phone long with me cause I do not think I was giving her the sympathy she wanted. Truthfully? I don't give a rats behind that her house is dirty.... Luckily the stupid gene was passed to the Wack-a-doodle and not me. I swear to pikles, I must be adopted because I am NOTHING like my relations. Sunday, April 3
Who has the power???
by
welee
on Sun 03 Apr 2005 07:36 PM PDT
And today I learned that my boy plays me and has me trained. I had finished feeding the kiddos and just made a plate for myself and sat down to eat. Well he comes over himming and hawing like he needs to nurse. He starts pulling at my shirt and clawing for the boobs. So I bend over so he can grab them and nurse, but it made it really ackward to eat. So I pulled my shirt back down and said, "No Baby Kit. Mom is eating." I knew he wasn't hungry cause he had just eaten and he ate A LOT. Kit did not like that answer and started pitching a hissy fit. I felt badly; but I was hungry. I knew he was full and had a clean diaper, so he would be fine for a minute. I mean at 15 months, he can wait 5 minutes after he just ate, right? Well after a few minutes, he walked away, grabbed his sippy cup and drank it while smiling at me. When he was finished, he started to play... He just wanted to boobs cause he wanted them and that was that! LOL! My boy just likes to exert who is really the boss. In case you haven't guessed, it is NOT me... Saturday, April 2
Bottoms up!
by
welee
on Sat 02 Apr 2005 07:35 PM PST
Well ok, my bottom has been down but no puking, so that is a plus. They boy has a fever but is not spewing and spraying grossness from either end. Sam is better today and so is Ben. *fingers crossed*
I don't think I can count as high as the amount of times I have cleaned the toliets. Basically anytime anyone yaked or yucked, I scrubbed it down. YUCK! And it was Ben's boss who brought this lovely little virus back in our lives. BASTARD! Thank God he just gave Ben a 4.5% raise. Doesn't sound like much, but the max is supposed to be 3%. Still, DAMNED BASTARD, KEEP YOUR COOTIES! Thanks for the well wishes! XOXOX! Friday, April 1
ROTAVIRUS...
by
welee
on Fri 01 Apr 2005 07:34 PM PST
Has found it's way back to my house. DAMNED ROTAVIRUS!!!!! Right now Ben and Sam are out for the count. So I am trying to keep Baby Kit away from them and I have scrubbed EVERYTHING in this house.
I really, really, really hope I can avoid Baby Kit getting it and I wouldn't mind too much if I missed it too. Any hoo, at least everything is done - cleaning, laundry and shopping so if I do get it, we are stocked and prepared. BLEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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