(The title is NOT anger, I just thought it sounded funny!)

I guess for the verbal person I am, I tend to talk about lots of things except me.  Snaps to Kyra and Momma for the high scores of 70%.  I guess I thought that someone would get a really high score, (not that there is anything wrong with a 70%...) esp. cause I sent it to a few friends who have known me since I was a little kid.

 
I guess it makes me wonder if I hide my true self Behind the Mask (lol, and yes pun intended...).  And I guess it makes me a little sad.  (And no this isn't a pity party for 1...).  But maybe we all do it, show the sides of ourselves that we want everyone to see and hide the rest.  I dunno...  And why am I looking for validation from a quiz?  How stupid is that????

So here I am....


My name is Wendy Michele XXX (maiden name XXXXXXX).  I was born XXX 25th 19XX.  I have 1 sister and no brothers.  I was married on February 3 XXX i  XXXXX, Scotland.  It is the town my Ben grew up in.   I met Ben in Aug XXXX.  We were secretly married in the USA January 9, XXXX but didn't tell anyone.  I was never a dancer.  I love to drink water.  I love to drink hot tea.  I ahve one daughter and one son.    I have no pets right now because my last one just died.  It took me 2 years and a little clomid and a WHOLE LOTTA SEX to get pg with Samantha.    I have ALWAYS wanted kids. 

 
Lesser known facts:  I used to be anorexic and then bulimic for years.  Now I am over weight, but it is the first time EVER that I keep all the food I eat.  I now exercise with out mania as well.  So the weight loss this time is VERY slow but it will last.

I used to be a XXX head but a very fucntioning one.  Peopel were always SHOCKED to learn that I XXXXXX.  Plan to XXXXX again someday too!  When the kiddos are grown and out of the house - WATCH OUT!  LOL!  Yeah, yeah, those are TOMATO plants in my back yard... really!


I lived with 3 men at different times before I met and married Ben.

I fell in love for the first time when I was 15.  We were together for 3 years and then I broke his heart.  Still are friends to this day.

I skipped a grade when I was younger and graduated high school barely 17.  Could have skipped my senior year of HS as well but did not want to miss out on the fun.

I got a lead in every single play that I ever audtioned for.

I had a full Fine Arts Scholarship at a University that my parents did not like, so they made me turn it down and I had to listen cause I was only 17.

I gave up men the day before I got together with Ben.  I was going to use them and abuse them like I felt they did to us.

I love any Cinderella story and I am an etenal romantic.  And an optimist.

I have saved all love letters that I have received from boyfriends in high sdhool and college and look forward to giving them to Sam someday to read.  I also saved a bunch of old diaries and toys too.  I had always hoped for daughter to share that stuff with.

Ok, now aside from all the factual data... I am a VERY loving and loyal person, but I protect my heart thru a smile and a joke.  I am a great listener and will always give advice and help when asked, but I am VERY reluctant to ask for help myself.

I ADORE my family.  I love being a SAHM.  And I still am VERY much in love with my husband.  I want more kids, he is unsure, we will see...

I am sensitive and gentle, but am strong and independant.  I love to write, paint, sing, and spend time outdoors.  I think I would have done great if I had been alive in the Rennaissnace.
I blog for myself, altho if others read it and like it - added bonus.  But ulitmately this is my online journal.  I like it better than keeping a written diary cause my handwritting SUCKS.  I can't even read it half the time.  I enjoy making the documentation of my life and my thoughts.  Because long after I am gone, there will be some proof that I was here and some idea of who I am.  Have I mentioned that I am scared shitless of dying?  But that is a whole 'nother can of worms...

I am not pretentous.  Big flashy things do not impress me.  I like to know what is below the surface.  I think that is why Ben and I tend to have an unusual group of friends.  Different can be good.  It often is.  But sometimes online I feel like I am on the outside looking in and I do not know why.

So there you go... an insight into who I am... more than just the facts...  So now go study gals!