To have a baby.  So pick a date and lets see who is closest.  If all else fails, this little girl is being evicted March 3rd.  So anytime between now and then is game for a bet.

I love feeling her grow, but I am sick of being pg.  I miss my neck, my ankles, the ability to tie my own shoes.  I live at the dcotors.  I miss being able to sleep lying down and walking with out pain every single second.  Being that I am larger than several whales, my ruptured disk is throwing in with my pelvic problems and I am just a one woman freak show.... GD, Pg induced hypertension, too much amniotic fliud, SPD...   Want the baby to be cookeed enough and healthy... but once she is... GET OUT!  LOL.

I try not to bitch too much IRL.  Life goes on with the kiddos and their activities.  Still working, still teaching Sunday School, still taking care of everybody.  Ben has been good with helping with the kiddos and around the house.  A little help, makes a big difference.

However, I know some IRL people near me that need to be hit with the stupid stick.  Let's see, there is a 17 year old complaining that she didn't want to clean the fridge at work cause her back hurt but wanted to know if I'd do it.  UM, THAT WOULD BE A NO!  Then there is another IRL person who hurt her shoulder dancing.  She went to the doc and they said to get an MRI and RX-ed PT.  Depending on the damage would depend if surgery was needed.  She has lost no range of motion, so personally, I think altho it hurts, surgery is not going to happen.  Then goes on complaining about the pain and how she just is not up for surgery... blah, blah, blah...  This person knows I am having a c-section very soon and all.  I wanted to scream SHUT UP YOU STUPID COW,  But, I did not.  I mean, you'd think that maybe one friend or family who lives close by might call to see if they could help me out instead of calling so I can listen to them moan?  Right? 

I am determined to keep things with the kids as normal as possible and still do things.  It hurts, I don't want to, I want to sit with my feet up... but I do not.  For example, today I scheduled a playdate for the kids.  Sam was really looking forward to it.  I got my ass up and everyone dressed and in the car and there on time.  Well, my friend forgot and was not home!  Poor Sam, just sobbed, so dissappointed.  (I took the kids out to TRU and we made a morning of it instead but still...).  Do you think I wanted to go out in the morning, when I had to waitress that night?  NO.  But, I did cause as a parent you do things like that.  You;d think my friend could remember or maybe write the date on her calander or call if she needed to cancel?  WTF is wrong with people??????????  (I did call another friend today and set up another playdate for Sat instead...) 

I can honestly say, my normal patience and empathy is just gone.  Please do not call me if it is just to complain.  I just do not have it in me to be my normal sounding board.  Where is Homey the Clown when you need him to give someone a good sock beating?  (This is not directed to anyone who reads my blogs BTW...)

I am going to stop bitching now.  I will throw out a thanks to both Tiffini, Laura and Carie for listening to my moaning lately.  I really appreciate it!!!  Have a good night everyone.  Sleep well in your beds and get some Zzzzzzz's for me!