So tonight was busy.  I ended up having basically 2 stations as well as hosting.  Instead of a thank you, I was told by bosses wife that my last friday of each month was no longer mine.  They needed to give it to a 15 year old.  When I asked why, I was told it wasn't really my shift.  Really?  I have only been working it for a year and a half now... 

I also switched my Tues night with the Monday night girl so I can take the kids trick or treating.  Everyone else trades.  Well bosses wife tells me that she can work my Tues but I can not work her Monday.  Apprarently only I am not allowed to switch. 

I waited for wife to leave and asked boss about it.  He was dumbfounded why I'd be upset.  It was only one shift.  Uh, and like 100 bucks from my pocket.  Duh, I am not rich thus me working....  And he did not know about the Monday.  He said I can come in the Monday. 

I pressed that I am reliable and that I am there for the money.  Hello, I have kids, this is not extra beer money or shopping money.  Like they give 2 shits.

I sucked it up cause the cash is good most of the time.  But, man, I feel like I left my self respect at the front door.  I have kids, so I will put up with it - but man, I really hate it and boy do I wish I could tell them to fuck off right now.  I am so pissed.

Been following nurse's advice and not stressing.  Had sex twice and NO bleeding!!!!!  (And it was GOOD sex too, LOL...)  I did get PPAF 2 weeks ago and maybe that was the problem before hand.  Had awful radiate ovary pain, but that could be O-ing and PCOS hand in hand.  So over all, not thinking C word anymore and I won't go back there unless Doc says too.

Still working out.  Did not use inhaler today before and had nasty asthma attack.  An appt with pumlinologist in 1.5 weeks.  I was calm tho and used my inhaler and was fine.

Susanna stood yesterday with out holding onto anything and tried to walk.  Her cruising days are numbered and she will be walking soon.

Sam wants to learn to play the guitar!

Kit knows the complete ABC's and sings them to Susanna all the time.

Sam and Kit have nick named Susanna, Kiki.  Where they got that who knows?

We are taking the kids to the My Little Pony Live Show next week.  We have 8th row, center stage tickets.  You know you are a parent when that gets you all jazzed, LOL.

Found a women's group locally that I met with Monday night and it was awesome!!!!

This summer I will be taking Sam away for a few days to a woman's gathering in Northern PA.  It just for women and girls - all about the strength and spirit of being a woman.  I am very excited!!!!!!!  Ben is so supportive about it and will watch Kit and Susanna for me.  When Susanna gets bigger she can come to.  I will make sure that Kit and I get some quality one on one special time before we go.

Kristin has the sweetest u/s pics I have ever seen.  :)

Too much to do, not enough time.  Must get kids down for nap and ready for work.  Peace, Love and Happiness.  :)