I wonder if people who can derive pleasure and make mockery of PPD ever had a child?  I read something tonight at a place that I have not visited in well over a year - nor have I made random, anonymous comments either, BTW and was shocked or perhaps saddened to see that my PPD was a source of amusement.  I must give credit to the blogger in that they didn't actually bash my PPD, but their friends sure did.  Ironic because in the past I have found that some are offended when they are bashed by friends of another's blog.

I am proud of myself for recognizing my PPD and for getting help.  There is nothing to be ashamed about for a chemical imbalance after birthing a baby.  And I am now going back off the PP medication and am stronger and healthier than ever.  So if any fuck off losers are lurking in the shadows, shove that up your asses and spit it out your mouths.  Stupid fucktards!  What would have been better?  Say nothing and get worse?  Idiots.

What you put out comes back to you thrice.  I have NEVER intentionally tried to hurt someone.  I do not act out of malice.  Even when wronged, I have a heart and try to show kindness and compassion.  It is funny to be accused of having a big mouth by a herd of sheep of this place that I wish I did not visit tonight.  Aside from venting here about people IRL on occasions, I always speak in code and NEVER write anything that can identify them to someone they know IRL.  Well, with the exception of a certain occasion when I did speak to my mom. 

BTW, can I say how many times I have cleaned out my cupboard hoping to find the bottle of Tylenol 3?  Every time I clean the cupboard out, I hope the med is there.  I'd love for it to be and would have no problem apologizing.  I have 3 small kids, a husband and job to boot - trust me, there has never been a conspiracy.  The fact is that the med disappeared that day - from a locked place.  I only saw one other person in the place.  The person I thought took it, I did not think still read my blog.  I came to my blog to bitch and even so, used no name or detail that would give them away IRL.  I was shocked when I found it was gone - and appalled.  I came to vent.  AND...the fact is SOMEONE took it.  I would think most people in my place would connect the dots.  The person I suspect may have taken it swears up and down they did not take it - yet has never said one word to me - only to everyone else.  Yet, I have the big mouth?  I have said nothing to anyone.

Did anybody here know that my son is named after my uncle Paul?  My son is named Christopher Paul.

That's it for now,

Cowtits - oh wait, I mean Welee