But nice Wendy has gone away for the next 10 days.  Evil whiney, complaining and miserable Wendy is here instead.  So be forewarned, that most of what will come out my mouth will be much moaning and complaining with much self pity.  Understand, I have not slept more than an hour here and there for too long and there is no escape from pain.  So, my pity party is not completely with out cause.  But, it can get tiresome hearing the same person moan.  Thus the warning.

My OB is going to give me an RX for the fire hemroids on my ass.  Prep H and other OTC are doing nothing.  It was bad enough not being able to lay on my sides in a bed from the SPD.  But now I can't even sit in a chair with the fire coming from my ass.  And of couse, the pre baby cleaning of the pipes, does not help that at all.  They won't take the baby early and my contrx are progressing my very slowiy.  I alternate ice on my butt and super hot showers aimed at my butt.  I live on tylenol (with no codeine, thanks a lot relative thief....) every 4 hours and benadryl every night, trying to get some sleep.  Eventually exhaustion does beat pain, but only for a few hours before pain once again wins.  I know I only have 10 days max left, but I am not sure how I am going to get thru them, let alone function. 

I am trying so hard not to be a slug with the kids.  They really are so good and I do not feel like doing anything .  I keep hoping my OB will give me some abient so I can sleep, but they won't.  Grrrrrr....

So evil Wendy continues on.  Nice Wendy will be happy and back once little girl Lee is out.