if I were to fall off the face of the Earth if anyone would really notice.   My kids would notice right away.  Ben would notice when the food ran out and the clothes were dirty or the kids needed something.  I am not sure when my family would notice or even my friends.  Aren't I uplifting today?

I do not think I have slept more than 4 hours a night in over a week and I can not figure out why.  Even taking Benadry isn't helping.  I wonder if I need to contact the doc and increase the crazy meds.  *sigh*

At least I will TIVO Big Brother tomorrow night.  Hope to see the back side of Alison leaving the house.

Think I will sneak into one of the kid's beds and cuddle them.